Discussion of the reason behind G-d's creation of the world and the neshama's strengths and failings. The thoughts that just "pop" into our heads, where do they come from? What is really directing us in our actions? It is an illusion that we control our thoughts and are capable of coming up with new ideas. We collect new ideas, but we don't actually know how to go about creating, solving, thinking on our own. Most of our activities are below our conscious level. This shiur discusses what our conscious existence really is.